WHOA!
Seriously, you guys. I have to say a couple things here. First of all, I would have never expected all of you to spill your guts like this. So NOT what I was asking for, but I thank you guys a lot for the hands in friendship. This has got to be the most personal conversation I've ever been involved in. And look at all that's happened since yesterday!
This is reminding me of another thing. A bunch of you have also gotten the chance to meet each other face to face. I never got to do that. And since time and money are still an issue with me, I encourage immediate flights to Newark airport followed by cab rides to Saddle Brook so I can hug you all!
I know that it doesn't say a lot of me when I have to vent like I did, but it needed to be done. It's how I get back to the calm, charming fellow I once was. I'm sure it's gonna happen for me one day, and I'm not gonna give up. It's just that we're in a sucky time for game shows. Heck, Steve Beverly just semi-echoed my rant in his new All In The Game column. So at least I know I'm not alone in certain ways.
But if nothing else, while I'm waiting for my chance, I do know that life is still going on, and I got a reminder of that today. Last night, my sister Tracy (who was going to be my Race partner for AR9) was a passenger in a sizable accident. Friend's car was totalled, her knee's hurtin' bad (getting an MRI on it to make sure nothing's wrong), swollen nose and fractured sternum (both from the seat belt and airbag). Gonna put her on the sidelines for singing, Racing, and a few other things for a while. I'm just glad she's OK and all, and I think if there was any chip still on my shoulder, that just knocked it off. Funny how these kind of things do that, right?
I'd tell you where to e-mail, but she'd probably kill me (hates when I pile the game show stuff on her, woulda made for great TV). So if you want to send ME good wishes to pass on to her, no sweat. Do it on my message board on my site, though.
OK, that's it. Back to the fun and games of NetPYL. (See? Now if I only made money doing it... ;-P )